i am not a religious person but i try to be a good christian. emphasis on the word "try" since it takes a lot to be a good christian and i have to admit that i don't exert as much effort as i ought to. anyway, i attended a bible study this morning and bitterness was the focus of the lesson.
i.am.a.bitter.person. i have so much "imbyerna" in my body. imbyerna is a local term for something to the effect of being dramatically annoyed. i get pissed easily. i get annoyed by the slightest distraction. it seems that i have mistaken bitter pills for vitamins.
i guess my gender is one of the contributing factors why my "imbyerna" mode is always on. women are known to over-analyze everything. i'm a mad woman. i always think about the ulterior motive. i don't take things at face value. i always try to think about infinity...and beyond... lol!
i also think that it's because i am exposed to so much negativity that it became a part of my system. i harbor ill feelings toward anything under the sun. what a trite expression - anything under the sun.
geez, i have been posting one negative entry after another. i hope i can write something light and refreshing next time.